my life so far in strings of words

it feels like my bones are about to fall off of my body.

every little bit hurts.

tired... exhausted... hopeless... but hopeful?

i am not about to give up.

a little bit thankful.

restless... feeling stupid...

:'(

i cry because i got the thing that i waited for so long.

it isn't easy. don't wanna be ungrateful but i feel like i am being melted in fire.

it's all good. (yeah, i'll keep saying that to myself)

so tiring... but as i said, IT'S ALL GOOD.

It's good to come home feeling so tired and beaten up that all i have to think of is sleeping and nothing else. Not think of a place, a person... not even a feeling.

carry out... follow up... refer... administer...

discontinue... discharge...

and i am out.

literally.