The waiting game...

Current time: 4 minutes to 6 in the morning,UAE time.

I just watched a shared video in facebook... it was about a dog who fainted with happiness after seeing its owner after two,long years.  The dog was whining with joy. I felt the sincerity of the moment by the lunacy of it all. Two years and the love of the animal for the pet owner never changed. If anything I think the love was proven strengthened.

Naturally, I cried.  The scene awoke a sensitive issue inside of me.

How can dogs be so loyal? I honestly believe the owner could have gone for more than two years and nothing would have changed.  The dog will faithfully wait.  Buti pa ang aso marunong magantay. 

I,myself,feel like I could not wait anymore.  Wait for what,you ask? Wait for my life to fall into place in general.

Starting with the basics, I am waiting for my rest day/s.  Oh to rest my eyes from those blinding laser beams... to be able to assure my nose that I would not smell even a whiff of that doctor whose soul stinks worse than his body odor... to not lay eyes on those people who are making my life so difficult.. to just worry about something else other than agonizing if I still have a scrub suit to wear for work.

I am waiting for sleep to come by.  I feel that I cannot wait anymore to sleep all my troubles away. Thus I write. So that my brain cells' death might not be in vain.

I wait for the day of acceptance... acceptance of yours truly of the fact that I do not always get what I give. That I can only answer to myself.  I can love endlessly but I cannot force someone to love me the same way.

Morning light is streaming through the window. Where are you sleep?

I am waiting for my tears to stop.

I am waiting for the end of ramadan.

I am waiting for the winter season.

I am waiting for the one year mark.

I am waiting for my life to fall into place.

I am waiting for you. So please wait for me too.

Wait for me with kindness and patience.  Wait for me with joy.  Wait for me while appreciating my efforts. Wait for me with love.

Please... my heart chooses to believe you can do so much better than the dog in that viral video.

Time now: 10:33 am, Philippine time.