wake up call

hmm... just when i let myself think about it... BOOM!

I tried arranging some of my stuff and lo and behold! i found my old first aid kit, the one i used way back in health care 1. well, there's nothing left that can tell you it had been a first aid kit.

Thank God i kept some things... they don't hurt me the way they did before, but i still felt an ache. enough to remind me that he gave up on me more than once.

wake up call it was. whatever was i thinking?

"sorry if i forget what you're worth"...

right. that's all it took to take the ache away.