We agreed to meet at 9 in the morning but apparently, they didn't take it seriously and deliberately woke up late. hehe... It's okay, really. I don't feel any bitterness, besides, I need this time to be on my own.
I am about to graduate. Twenty more sleeps and I will officially be an ex-student. YES... Finally... I would be able to say I am through with college. Although my parents' expenses for me would not stop there, at least they can be able to remove one child off their tuition fee list. Hehehe... you don't know how much it burdens me that they're still spending too much on me, when I am way, way,way an adult already. I am twenty four years old, instead of being independent (even semi-independent), I am still worthless and totally dependent on my parents.
The truth is, I have no idea what will happen next. The Board Exam seems so far away but I am really frightened about the thought that I have to take it.
Here's the plan...
After graduation, I plan to:
- Enjoy the life of being a temporary bum ( I fervently pray that it will be temporary).
- Go to all the shrines that I could go to... ask for all the divine intervention that I need.
- Learn how to drive.
- Look for and enroll in a review center.
- Lose weight by exercising (good luck to me).
- Catch up with old friends.
- Serve, serve, serve, serve! (I miss serving in Church!)
- Arrange the clothes and stuffs in my closet and shelves.
- Blog and blog and blog all I want.
- Convince my dad to let me find work perhaps?
SIGH... whatever will be, will be.
I am excited, freaked out... but definitely ready to take on the world.
