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Friday, April 25, 2014

Nth Epiphany

Sometimes I think the universe is a non living thing which only becomes alive because scientists describe it with a thousands of mind boggling theories.  They even use too many technical terms... and that's how the universe transforms into something that is existent and active.

But really, is the universe as animated as it seems? Most of the time, I think it's just like a boulder.  Standing still, made up of so many components which make it so complex, but it is still a type of rock... non living, and definitely not animated.  

I learned about the law of attraction seven years ago.  I must say it made a difference in my life.  I learned about in a place where I least expected I would learn about it.  It was a pivotal moment.  The whole of the universe conspire to do your bidding.  Positive thinking and words are very powerful... what you think of, is what you attract.  

Basing on the entries this past two years, I kept writing that I felt like living in darkness, i was in a big pause that seemed to never end.   Hopelessness, sadness, desperation, despair, and misery.  Yes, I admit, what I learned seven years ago didn't help me for the last two years.  It just wasn't enough.  

My life is getting a little bit better now. :) Having that said, finally the pause button in my life had been finally "unpressed".  My life is starting to have flow, one small flow at a time. It's better than not being able to move at all, and it's all thanks to my renewed faith.  Yes, the power of the universe cannot be underestimated, but it is only that much powerful because someone far more magnificent created it. :) 

I haven't got much time to explain, I just need to write down what I'm feeling before I forget my train of thought. 

There are just things you can't explain.  Today, I felt the universe is alive again.  It's interesting how things work out even when you don't force it, even when you don't think about it.  I guess it's just how it is when you have a deep rooted connection with God and the universe.  

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I never knew these three dots would mean so much to me.  It gave so much meaning to my day today.  

Life goes on. :) *blink, blink*