I wish I didn't get out of bed this morning. I arrived at school just in time for my Rizal class only to find out that we won't have a class. Our room was locked. Beat me! All that waking up early for nothing! Hmph! I could only rant! Now, I spend my time in the internet shop to pass the time away... my next class is three hours away! Hmph! Could I get any grumpier?
Sigh... three successive unfruitful days. How can my life get worst? Days like this I wish I wasn't able to wake up. Forgive me Lord for not being thankful... and when You give me days that put me into rush I complain... it's hard being a human.
The week is about to end, Friday's coming and I can hardly wait. I missed the prayer meeting last week and it left me craving for it. I think my system just got used to it. Is that such a happy thought or what?
I'm enjoying my time at home so much. I never felt so peaceful in there. I just want to lie down or sit on my bed. Or maybe write while having a good sound trip. Yesterday, the day was so tranquil ,couldn't ask God for more. Thoughts of him still came rushing in my mind... I welcomed them, and I thank God for giving me the ability to love him like that because His love is far greater.
Sigh...
I wonder when my soul would be satisfied with everything that I used to feed... my sould has long died, now I don't know what I heed.(These are lines from my poem Falling Debris way back from highschool. Just feel like writing the lines because I'm feeling this way again.)
Sigh... three successive unfruitful days. How can my life get worst? Days like this I wish I wasn't able to wake up. Forgive me Lord for not being thankful... and when You give me days that put me into rush I complain... it's hard being a human.
The week is about to end, Friday's coming and I can hardly wait. I missed the prayer meeting last week and it left me craving for it. I think my system just got used to it. Is that such a happy thought or what?
I'm enjoying my time at home so much. I never felt so peaceful in there. I just want to lie down or sit on my bed. Or maybe write while having a good sound trip. Yesterday, the day was so tranquil ,couldn't ask God for more. Thoughts of him still came rushing in my mind... I welcomed them, and I thank God for giving me the ability to love him like that because His love is far greater.
Sigh...
I wonder when my soul would be satisfied with everything that I used to feed... my sould has long died, now I don't know what I heed.(These are lines from my poem Falling Debris way back from highschool. Just feel like writing the lines because I'm feeling this way again.)
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