words and meanings

Courting... according to the dictionary, it means to seek the affection of... (I don't have to write all of it down)...

Loneliness...The condition of being lonely; solitude; seclusion

Attraction...the quality of arousing interest; being attractive or something that attracts
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Words and meanings

the dictionary says what these words mean... and still I'm here, baffled and wondering...

Here I am trying to hold everything in.
Saying that I'm confused would be the greatest understatement of all.
I wanna hide, but there's nowhere to go.
I am scared of what lies ahead...
of what my tomorrow will become, I need not know...

Feelings, only I can understand...
will probably be forgotten in the dark,
Why stop myself from flying high?
I just do not want to lose my heart.

So here I am...
just trying to ride with the flow...
Is he worthy enough?
Only time will let me know.

I am used to my loneliness
and maybe it's something he'll never understand...
I have to stop finding words and their meanings,
and let go of these feelings while I still can.