pure feelings

I am back to where I was before. A little stronger and decisive but perhaps more lonelier than I've ever been.

Loneliness?...it isn't such a threat anymore. Emptiness and I have become one. I've learned to live with it with my whole life, I've blended well with what is here and what is gone.

The only way he could have hurt me is if I give him the right. No rights were rendered, I gave him nothing to claim... It is the same for me... I have no joy, likewise any sorrow to gain.

Perhaps he never knew who he really was dealing with.

I am changing to a person I have never been before... the girl I was and had been, with or without him. He was so unfortunate for bumping into me during this unexpected transition.

Hahahaha...

No hurts my friend...just plain disbelief and amusement.

All that came to be?... just tells me... he is not the right one for me.

Pure feelings... no more details.