mean it when you say it...

"Men are monsters"...

I say that all the time.

Why?

Because they are!

Sigh...they just are.

The one time you think they are not, they end up being monsters just the same.

Sigh... (and it's that not so good sigh again).

SIGH... SIGH... SIGH...

Hahahahaha!

Here's the thing... I never learn. I say men are monsters and I don't take the meaning by heart.

They are monsters... should I befriend monsters? Should monsters be trusted? Should monsters even be cared for?

... I am at lost for words...what's the best thing to say when you don't exactly know if you're angry, frustrated or relieved at the same time?

One more time... I say men are monsters... I don't take the meaning by heart.

Why do I always listen to the nicer side of me? Why do I give in to that little voice inside of me saying, somewhere, somehow, I still got faith in men?!

I could have sworn he was different... or maybe I am just so impatient...

SIGH...

...and I couldn't even look at the stars anymore. I'm too busy to even whisper my hurts to the stars. I miss the night skies and the serenity they make me feel.

I don't take the meaning of the things I say by heart...

Just like when I said I'd have to take things lightly and not invest too much emotions...just like when I said I have to stop the feeling, turn around and walk away...

Just like when I promised I will say goodbye before he even says hello...

Hahaha...

Just like him when he says things that I believe in...

MEAN WHAT YOU SAY MAN...then I could sleep peacefully tonight.

I don't play games...and I don't fool around.