not so happy new year

Happy new year! kahit na hindi masyadong happy! long time no write dito sa blog ko a...

Christmas vacation was super tiring. I thought I'd have lots of time for relaxing pero the nights (techinically mornings) ended with me feeling like sleep never came into my life. The caroling sessions were crazy! There were nights when we had lots of fun (sleigh bells ring...are you listenin'?in the lane snow is glistenin'...with matching "karakas" as kuya pando called it), there were nights with unforgettable bloopers (silent night... SILENT NAYYYYT!...thanks to the Barcelona sisters) and there were nights of pure insanity (thanks to meteorites! 'pag tumili ang isa titili ang lahat! boljak na boljak na kami kay poot number 1!). It wasn't so bad after all, and we collected an honorable amount of money and that's saying something. harhar!(napilitan lang magbigay mga peeps because they had no choice!) I did have fun at least, although I was bad trip on the last night. Things didn't go my way and I became the crybaby that I was. It was fun being a nervous wreck minutes before our service for the simbang gabi starts because we were always late because of the caroling(buti na lang po mabait ang pari). I had fun, really...but I was also tired to the max.

Christmas eve was frustrating... I really don't wanna talk about it. I don't wanna go into my shallow griefs again, and it definitely won't help make my day right. Sigh... let the past be the past. (as if! e bitter pa rin ako up to now!) Christmas day, I remember waking up late in the afternoon. We watched Mano Po 3 with our cousins, An had fans night (or so we call it) and I was glad she was there. We spent the time in Roxas after that and clicked the night away with flashing cameras. It seemed as if we'd never tire of creating kodaks and not so kodaks moments, haha!

Then came 27... my birthday didn't start right but it ended fine. ComLec was too kind to rent a videoke machine, and we sang the night away. "...when the light's out, it's less dangerous!..." I never had a concert like birthday in my whole life, and I'm glad I spent it with ComLec.

ComLec's christmas party was okay. We started out late as usual, I wasn't able to prepare for what to really wear but I lived(taray!) Second place kami sa presentation, not that bad, considering the mess we had to fix because the cd that we had to use won't play(pero wala pa ring tatalo sa divisoria....DIVISORIA!) harhar! I could only laugh. Nights like that, I thank You God for being alive.

New year was a sad one, I miss the rest of my family so much and my head was aching like crazy. I slept the night away and I woke up late. (ako ang hari ng sablay!... I stayed at the house while my sisters went out, and they woke earlier than I did). James called, only because I texted him... if I didn't maybe he wouldn't remember me at all. (You say I'm being bitter, I probably am! pero di masyado. =D ) At least he called diba?

Sunday was pera o kahon day! Papa bought me a boom box and I was so happy about it...para kong tanga. Papa was so kind. Thank You God for people like Papa (our grand dad)!

Then yesterday, classes resumed and I was so sleepy ever! I hope the day would end soon but the more I became impatient, the longer it got...(God really makes the rush hour longer everytime I become impatient). I wasn't able to eat dinner becauser I slept the early hours of the night away, and I didn't wake up until this morning(at late pa ko for school!). Kulit ko talaga.

I'm looking forward to face the week courageously. Thank You Lord for another year for me and for everybody.

I'd like to lift up my dear friend's mom who is sick right now. With Your mercy and grace, may she fully recover. And I also like to pray for my friend. That he may find comfort in Your overflowing love always.