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All the pain and sorrow makes me wonder what's life for. And I begin to question, is this what I'm looking for? I just can't find the reason for all harsh realities, I need someone else to tell me why all this.

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Akalain mo, from the moment na makita ko yung labahan namin sa bahay ay naasar talaga ako kaya napaglaba tuloy ako! Hahaha! It's a miracle for a lazy girl like me.

Wala lang... at least konti na lang lalabhan ko tonight... thanks to ongkoy, may lalabhan pa akong pantalon. Walang awa! Buti na lang at naaawa ako sa kanya. I hope I thought of buying hand gloves though... nagkasugat tuloy kamay ko.

I panicked last night because I thought I lost my notebook in school because I couldn't find it in my bag. I was praying really hard, and I even wrote about it and placed it in my something-for-God-to-do box. I was at a great unease. Buti na lang, when I fixed my things this morning, I discovered my notebook was sandwiched between two thick handouts.Thank God! I was wishing myself lots of luck because I thought I lost my notes in Physics and also my registration form. God, You really answered my prayer last night... and things did fall into place. (God is good all the time!) I hope the rest of my day does too. But whatever will be, will be. Let Your will be done.

I miss Jesher, I keep wondering what he's doing. His status in ym is available as of the moment but he doesn't respond to my message. Sigh... guess he forgot to log out properly again...(as he always tells me). I'm just thinking... what will happen when two worlds meet? I had an answer to that before, and I wrote it in a piece of tissue paper, in purple ink, and I gave it to him. I got another question, how can our different two worlds meet now?

Why am I thinking of this stuff?

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I need You Lord just stay here by my side. I need Your love, I know I have no chance against all odds, I need You Lord for all the pains and sorrow now. There's no other love I think I'm sure about. I need You Lord...