Another Good Cry

Another Good Cry

I had a good cry last night. Another good cry. I thought I was done crying, but I'm not. But, after that cry, I felt good. So even though I woke up this morning with my eyes aching like crazy and swelling up a bit, I think it's worth it.

Most of my friends advice me to not think of my loneliness. A lot of them tell me, "Don't cry...he's not worth it!" I just wish there would be someone who would allow me to be sad, because I know that all people need to be sad sometimes. If I don't cry now... my pain would just be stuck inside of me longer, and it would make it even harder for me to move on. I just wish they'd let me cry... so little by little, I'll get tired of it...little by little... I'll be able to let go...and little by little...I'll finally be alright.

When will my good cries end? I don't know... but I know someday it will be over. It may take more weeks, even months... but I know this will end.