namimiss kita pag summer break: for mcflirt...

Sigh...

I had written something about a dying flicker of that...

It stopped dying. Now, it's really dead.

And I'm here, telling myself I am just alright... but he's right. It's my head talking and not my heart.

Just don't wanna force myself into thinking too much. It just would not be fair.

SIGH...again... hahahaha!

I love messing things up. Maybe I'm too used to messing things up that's why when fate favors me one time and gives me the chance to make things right, I end up making it wrong.

He's probably right again. Maybe I haven't really moved on like what I believe...

Reasons?

Well... I moved on in the sense that I've forgiven him and that I've accepted we're not meant to be...

...but maybe...just maybe... I never forgot how hurt I've been and I'm scared, still scared that it might happen again. I moved on, forgetting the person, but I'm still living with the pain.

You realize these are all maybe's...

He's right... I should just let things happen... and I have to keep in mind what wonderwall always tell me: don't invest too much emotions.

Sigh... it's nothing really...

I had been selfish...maybe...

...and I miss him...maybe I miss him... I think I'm feeling that I'm missing him.

...it's really weird.

No more details diba? manghula ka kung sino mga him!hahaha!hay...