I officially started my candy crush hiatus today, though it technically started yesterday. I decided to do so because I just want to be really focused on a goal that is taking so long for me to achieve!
SIGH... no scale could measure the value of my anxiety level right now. I am worse than ever! I'm in the verge of being in the state of major depression because I am just so anxious! My worries are building up so high, it could probably create the highest tower of stress in the whole world!
I am getting depressed because I have no idea where I am headed, plus some other things concerning future plans. :'(
What would you do if you suddenly realized that being with you is not a priority... just a plan, but not something to prioritize?...
Everything in my life right now is so unbalanced. I am surprised that I am able to keep my sanity up until this moment.
The way I feel right now is exactly the way I felt more than a decade ago when the word "complicated" ruined my whole world.
I have no other desire but to find a way to demolish all of my troubles. Maybe start rewriting my life... start accepting that more often, life does not go the way you want and planned it. Be in touch with the truth that expectations will just lead me to more ache and destruction.
SIGH...
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