No Competition

I can't believe I let myself get affected about the things I hear... and not see.

I've seen this before... I would stay up late giving myself something to be anxious about. I would ache like the most miserable person. What's with me and pain?

Or maybe people sometimes just intend to make a big deal out of things... just to see if it would break me or not. They are curious if I could handle myself graciously or if I would just lash out and make a fool out of myself.

Thank God I handled that well.

Instinctively I made an effort to find proof... and what I found out could only make me laugh.

Seriously now? :D

Oh... people and you. Why, oh why? Haha.