wake up call

It's really getting late, but I have to do this very very quick blogging...

I am thankful for all the times that I realize my mistakes, and I am thankful for the strength to stand up where I tripped over.

I am letting go.
Seriously.
I am closing my doors for good.
The number of times He told me, "My dear, he isn't the one"....
the number of times I tried to refute what He had been telling me.
The number of times I cried after realizing that He's always right.

Forgive me once again Lord... I long to be held in Your arms. Embrace mo once again and make me feel Your overwhelming love that I desperately need...

I know that it's only You that can set me free.